BTN

BTN? it stands for biro tatanegara. bila tahu je nama kena list untuk pergi btn. terus macam, shit, kena pergi jugak ke. dahla almost 3 minggu tak balik rumah kot. habis RAFEST terus kena pergi btn. memang "terbaik" perasaan waktu tu. budak-bidak dorm yg dah pergi kata dengar cermah politik je memanjang. lagi la macam, haih -__-. dengan hari isninnya kuiz computer. aku dapat dekat tanjung rhu, sepang. nama tempat ni pun tak pernah dengar. since this thing is compulsory for me to graduate, so, i just go.

DAY 1

hari jumaat memang aku takde kelas. so jadi sleeping beauty la jawabnye. bas pukul 5, pukul 4 baru terhegeh- hegeh nak kemas barang. memang aku takde semangat kot nak pergi. for me it just wasting my time. dahla bas lambat. perjalanan pergi tanjung rhu sepang almost 1 jam. sampai-sampai dah kena arahan macam askar. beg kena susun sebaris sama je semua. aku macam, gila lah, macam kem askar. makanan dia pun mak ai, macam makanan hospital, tawar 'hebeh'. first impression, "tak sukaaaaaaa!".

then malam tu kena dengar taklimat semua ape la. nasib baik ceramah dia menarik perhatian. something that i never heard before. and then look at at the jadual. ldk. ldk and ldk. whoaaa. takde bnda lain ke weh. bosan kottt.

the day of day 1 was ended by sleeping.

DAY 2

i woke up early in the morning. rasa macam time kat maktab dulu. bangun pukul 5 pagi then mandi air sejuk sambl menggigil. after subuh tu dorg tak bagi tazkirah instead we watche a documentary somekind like perjuangan anak bangsa. tapi tak fokus pun, sakit kepala okeyh tak cukup tidur sebab dh lama tak bangun as early as 5 a.m. then sambung pergi riadhah semua. andddddd, kene denda lari 0.5 km sebab 8 orang budak laki tak dtg subuh. whoa, ini mencabar keimanan ni. dah laa kot tak alri-lari camni. almost a year i didnt do hat. kat maktab rajin la lari dkat taman millenium. after habis lari tu kene kawad, i was like bloated, tak pernah-pernah macam ni, sebab dah lama tak buat. then pergi la makan sume.

masuk balik auditorium, this one fasi, asked us, siapa yg tahu lagu warisan. ouh, banyak nye kenangan lama time kat maktab dibawa kembali time btn. then takde sape pun mengaku. dia tanya lagi, siapa yg SBP, including mrsm sume, angkat je la tangan. tanya lagi, sape yang kat skolah nyanyi lagu nih. kami pun angkat la tangan, sebab kat maktab dulu time assembly wajib nyanyi lagu ni. then dia suruh kitorg turun nyanyi atas stge. perghh. gila lah. dah la hafal macam tak hafal je. haih. nak tak nak kene nyanyi jugak. dah nyanyi ala-ala lengkap, dia kata next event kitorg kene conduct nyanyi bnda tu. i was like haaaa.

after that sesi kumpulan. best jugak la aku punya kumpulan. we were given 1 cents coin for the sum of 30 cents because after this sume pakai duit. petang tu sambung ldk. memang memori betul. eventhough most of the activities dah common dah kalau pergi mana-mana kem, but this time rasa macam semangat gila kot. ahahha. maybe sebab ada ganjaran.

nampak tak perutku yang buncit tu. warghhhh!

golongan pendek :)

petang tu katanya pergi ke pantai ada ldk kat sana. but we brought all the tent stuffs and camping thingy. bila sampai dkat tepi pantai tu, we were asked to cook using minstin *idk the right spelling. ala-ala macam dalam hutan la. first experience kot. dia bagi la beras, sardin, ikan masin, ikan bilis, kobis semua. in a short time we managed to get all the cooking stuffs done. then sume hasil masakan tu kitorg 'campak' dekat atas daun pisang, gaul-gaul semua macam makan nasi talam. tak kira laki perempuan semua, makan je la. then one thing that i'd learned kalau rasa susah sangat nak hilangkan kelegaman kuali tu, gosok je dekat atas pasir, sure licin punye la. the we were heading back to the camp back. we're supposed to sleep there but the weather didn't allow us to do it.

back then in the camp, ada kumpulan yg kena denda bagai. pastu penghulu denda semua. then we had to decide to change the penghulu or not. it took a long time though to decide. sebab aku dah tau trick dia, aku macam malas nak involve semua.  i can expect what will happen next. to shorten the time, we decided to be the minority. ahahha. 

the day was ended by having the preparation for the presentation next day.

DAY 3

bangun pagi as usual. same routine. i texted cikgu isni about our topic for the presentation we got "KENAPA RAJA MELAYU DAN MAJLIS RAJA-RAJA MELAYU DIPERLUKAN". whoa sejarah kot, dah setahun tinggal benda-bnda camni. tapi bentang je la kan. walaupun takde kena mengena pun isi yang kitorang bagi dengan tajuk. ahahha.then dapat another task, we had to work to gain the money for our lunch. whoa, baru tahu susah kot nak kerja ni sbenarnye, end up, nadhirah and i worked as the immigration officer looking for anyone who didn't have any permit. ahahha. it looked like a simple task, penat ok. at last kitorg dapat gaji 30 cents ok lah tu kan, kira boleh top up nak makan nnti. 

for the last activity, kitorg dapat task untuk jaga tali ukhwah, something like that. susah nak describe. sumpah rasa nak nangis. then nyanyi lagu warisan by sudirman, yang awal-awal tu warisan lain.. time ni, sennag je nak tumpah air mata. end up, we wrapped up our btn with the comments.

WHAT DID I GET?

my perception towards btn is 100% changed. i thought it was very political thingy, but then it was wrong, we, the Malays still don't realise that we've been oppressed by others. we're too kind for assuming that they are stabbing us. maybe, my friends at rembau said that their activities  more to political issue, but then think beyond the issue, we have to wake up. i love being a MALAY.